~野蛮宝贝~

Frustrated!

2011-12-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

I am so frustrated!! why the apps, msgs, and pictures always hilang one?!?!?!?!?!?!

hello little apple what is wrong with u? got worm inside until it eats up the things that stored inside of you???

why everytime also like this? i edi BACK UP ler!!!!! arent u supposed to go back to the original settings which i have set earlier on?!?!?!?!?!??!

GRRRRRR!!!

Audit

2011-12-22T18:26:00.001+08:00

Audit..

how to audit when TB and schedules are not ready??

and rush account, got to sign by 20th!!!!

i am not God!!!

in between still got so many holidays and stock takes, how to FINISH?!?!?

i am dead this time,

i am really dead already..

Random

2011-12-21T18:38:00.002+08:00

Somehow, i dont know why, i feel like blogging today..

being aimless and dont know what i should blog here..

just feel like typing and keep typing and keep typing..

i feel extremely stress and yet i dont know what i should do now..

studies and work, both not at its top performance..

i just want to pass this 2 papers.. please let me pass it, i did work a little hard for it.. i admit its my bad to give up at the first 3 days and only started to study on the 4th day of study leave..

Dear, i just wish that you could be here for me. I need your attention and your everything to calm myself down..

Last time when you were here, i just need a hug from you to calm myself down. Is that too much to ask for from you?

why is it so hard to get a hug from you?

I seriously need it..

Come back to me..

:(



2011-06-08T10:07:00.001+08:00

Hope everything is going to be alright!

Things seems to be uncontrollably bad recently.

I really do hope all the bad luck will end soon..

Wish me luck..

I just want to pass my papers!

家

2011-04-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

我，很想家！

2010-06-17T07:01:00.001+08:00

我不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白不明白！

disappointment

2010-05-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

after MIA for so long, i thought i would just abandon this space. however, now i see the importance of this blog- to let me express my sorrowness and sadness when i have no one to turn to.

the first thing that came across my mind when you said such a thing to me, was to reply your email. but i know no matter how hard i try to explain, you will still think that i am wrong and i am whatever stupid word that you like to use to describe me.

seriously, i feel horrible. how can you say i dont care about my family? how can you say such a thing? yes, i may not know how to prioritize as i am really still new in the working life. moreover, it is such a crazy life i am having now. long working hours from monday to friday, most of the time i have to work on weekends too... do you think i am really good in adapting to new environment?

as for him, yes, i thought we were friends. but after that, i realize there is something special in him- the secure feeling that he provides. that is the feeling that i have been looking for after so long. and i remember i did tell you about it when you asked me again about him the second time. and i can assure you, he did stand a chance as long as i am able to presuade myself to be brave to accept a new one. i didnt even give others a chance to call me more than 5 minutes!! and you call that as i am lying to you, blah blah blah...

it is such a huge accusation and i really feel hurt deeply. i do not know what else should i say. i can only say,

"just continue with the misunderstanding in your mind, i am too tired to care about it. i know what i am doing and no one thinks it is wrong except you. i know it is no way to please each and everyone in life, and therefore, i will ignore what you have said though it hurts me badly."

2010-04-04T15:01:00.001+08:00

i like to b like tis, SO WAT?

心情话

2010-03-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

梦醒了，就该忘了…

in pain

2010-03-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

i think i have taken something dirty...

i feel one kind,

i have stomachache,

and i feel like vomiting...

tummy,

is feeling very strange...

and it makes me energy-less...

as if i m made of jelly,

moves like jelly,

and lembik like jelly...

i hate this feeling...

it makes me feel so weak!

haiz...

today is definitely not a good day...

again,

i feel i am very useless and stupid!

easy stuff also i need so so long time to complete it...

anyway,

i know i will be fine!!

as long as i put in 200% effort,

and also ASK more when i have questions...

hope my seniors wont find me annoying if i keep asking questions...

anyway,

i know you guys wont get angry right???

hahahaha...

chinese

2010-02-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

我喜欢华语。

没有了华语，

我有很多话，

都不懂的怎样express出来。

时间真的过得好快，

转眼间，

我都工作了差不多两个月。

开始时的不习惯，

现在都没事了！

写完了突然想说的，

就不懂自己可以讲什么了。

我想要个如愿以偿，

我发誓，

我不会贪心！

secret

2010-02-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

secret in me..

do you know where is it hiding??

does anyone knows its existance?

i bet no one knows~

and it shall remain there,

till eternity...

工作

2010-02-06T15:45:00.008+08:00

“工作不是借口！”

“做工了大完？”

以前，我总爱这样批评姐姐，说她懒惰不做家务。

我知错了！

现在自己做工了，

终于能够了解为什么姐姐不做家务。

我和姐姐的工作完全不同，但是我们都一样，没什么自己的时间。

我是个auditor，早上一大早就得起身去工作。

一整天不是驾车，就是拿着重重的手提电脑到处走。

工作性质到目前为止还算是轻松，

但是就得每天望着电脑，眼睛特别累。

吃饭时间还算是定时(很幸运的，我的seniors都是女生，比较会疼身体和照顾大家)

放工时间大概是八点，

没有塞车的话我还可以八点半前吃到晚餐哦！

回到家后真的整个人很累。

不是工作繁忙的累，

而是觉得没有时间躺着休息和陪伴家人朋友的累！

难得的星期六及日，当然就会很珍惜的跟朋友出去，

或静静的留在家陪伴家人。

现在的我真的很喜欢一个人静静，

坐在房间休息…

什么都不做，就是在这里静静的休息。

从我们分开后，

我开始喜欢上安静的感觉。

懒散的躺着的感觉更是好得不得了。

还好，

我还有着那说话的本事。

我还没讨厌说话。

有人在，我就会说一大堆有的没的，

没人在时，我也可以安静的躺着休息…

人活得像我这样flexible也算是种福气吧！

星期一到日没有一天可以懒洋洋的躺着，

没有一天可以留给家人，

借问一下，

我还会有心情做家务吗？

我需要时间平衡一下自己的生活。

等我平衡到了，

我自然会有办法让自己高兴起来，

自然的，就会觉得说做家务不是在浪费我的时间和精力…

uncertainties

2010-01-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

past, present, future.

I wish to have happiness in at least one of these 3 items.

Will i be able to get it?

Guess letting all de sadness go would help.

I shall start convincing myself, that i actually have quite a good past n i'll have a gud n bright future. :-)

Wish i could be as fortunate as sis.

I wish i can be like her. Manage to find one gud one n last till de end.

Where is my mr right?

portion

2010-01-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

从前，
我总把一半的食物分给他吃。

原因有两个
1) 我知道他会不饱，想给他多吃一点。自己不够饱也没关系因为我晚餐在家可以多吃一点！
2)本人多数也吃不了那么大碗啦，哈哈哈哈…以前的我很小吃，常被他说我吃的份量像小猫咪那么少！

现在就不同了！

也许是工作了，用的力量也多了，所以食量突然变大，而体形却没有变化（妹妹说我好象瘦了一点，但是我不觉得！哈哈，瘦了一点也好啊！哈哈哈哈哈）

写了那么多废话，我的main point是什么？我自己也不知道叻！糟糕…

前两天扭到脚，但是又不是很痛。该不该浪费钱去看铁打？

突然想说的话说完了，也是时候去拿车了，拜拜！

Working

2010-01-21T14:06:00.002+08:00

haha, i am at work now,

in client's company,

yet,

i come here to blog!! haha...

what to do, i am too free now.. client not back yet..

faster come back, i wan to finish up my work!!

working life is boring when you have nothing to do or when you do not know what to do!

ppl in Deloitte is so far quite nice to me...

hope i can work independently like my other colleagues as soon as possible!

tomorrow going to do stat audit,

hope things will go smooth and most importantly,

i dont tersesat jalan!

jia you jia you!!

KL roads, pls retain in my memory...

i dowan to be lost there...

从前。现在。未来

2010-01-20T23:05:00.004+08:00

以前，
你总爱对着我温柔的笑着。
现在，
我学会自己对自己笑，笑得越大声越好。
未来，
我要大家为我所拥有的一切大笑的祝贺。

以前，
你总会轻轻的摸摸我的头。
现在，
我学会自我安慰，自己摸自己的头，自己疼爱自己一下下。
未来，
我还是要独立，自己疼爱自己，不要依赖别人来疼爱我。

以前，
你总会把我吃剩的食物吃光
现在，
我工作了，胃口大了，可以自己吃完一份餐
以后，
我要是变成了肥婆，再去gym减肥吧！

scared

2010-01-20T06:58:00.002+08:00

it has been years since i last posted anything. This space has been an abandoned place. I've 2 bad news to share. 1 is i dropped my phone n now its not perfect anymore! How sad. I felt reli sum tong to c my phone got scratched like tat. Secondly, i need to go to a place all by myself within this week. I hope its today so tat i can worry less. De biggest fear in me is to drive alone to an unknown place. Now i need to do it. Its reli terrible. I feel really scared. Its reli extraordinarily scary. Hope i can survive.

alex

2009-11-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

lim yi hen

sean

2009-11-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

lim keng ho

18 vs 22

2009-11-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

突然觉得梁静如的勇气很有意思。一个18岁的少女，不顾一切，勇敢的追求自己的幸福。

22岁的我，还有这鼓勇气吗？很明显，我害怕。我没有勇气去找寻幸福。

18岁，还可以慢慢来，有耐性的改变一切。现在的我已经没有时间慢慢来有耐性的等待改变了。

因为，等待是很漫长的。等待是很痛苦的。等待会令人失望及无助的。等了那么久，我等不了了。

我需要现成的人，去爱惜我，去疼爱我，去给我一个安稳的生活。我不需要大富大贵。我只要安然无忧，平淡的和疼爱我的人过日子。

给不到我安稳的，请你不要再让我失望，早日离我而去吧…我真的受不了了。

爱真的需要勇气。很可惜我没有。如果真的需要拿风险去找一个人，我真的会选择孤独终老。

rainy morning

2009-10-31T07:42:00.002+08:00

it is supposed to b a very very nice day to sleep. But how come i wake up earlier than usual days?

Normally, i'll continue to sleep when its edi time for me to wake up for work.

N usually, i'll b late n rush like no body's business to de office so tat i can reach at 9am sharp.

Today is really unusual. I wake up even before my alarm rings. Means i woke up before 7.30am.

Wat happened to me again? I thought im ok already?

Should b due to de YS pictures taken by YS photo on my graduation spoilt my mood.

For those tat i didn't tell u yesterday via msn, i look like yu beng (鱼饼).

Yeah, yu beng. De face is white in colour, lips no colour at all, basically just like a vampire.

Im reli pissed! Urgh! On stage pictures can never b taken again le! Even my cousin's photo is much better than theirs! N they call themselves PROFESSIONAL???

So angry.

十月十日

2009-10-11T19:25:00.002+08:00

幼苗慢慢的成长，

原来拥有的平静，

因暴风雨而毁灭。

暴风雨后，

出现的彩虹能否安抚幼苗幼小的心灵？

还是，

彩虹只是个幻觉？

它只是个让人继续相信及依赖，

过后再把暴风雨再次带给幼苗的幕后凶手？

暴风雨，你几时离开？

我的避风港去了哪里？

paint ball + vincent n siok yee bday celebration day~

2009-09-28T11:29:00.016+08:00

date: 27-9-09
venue: QQ restaurant @ Kepong

time: 8pm

occasion: celebrate siok yee and vincent's bday

*due to technical error i am facing, i have to post this up first.. haiz*

Vincent's bday is on the 28th, while siok yee's is 30th. so, we usually group them both up and celebrate together...

i would say, it is alwaz nice meeting up with friends, chit chatting about things that happen to them these days, and also to be 3 8 for a while...

haha... i missed laughing like no body's business in the college...~

*more pictures on siok yee's camera~*

aiks, my cutie N82 start to have problems recently...

:-(

date: 27-9-2009
activity: paint ball
venue: Sg.Buloh

after skytrak last week, our activity for this weekend is, PAINT BALL~

7am, my clock rings. Fai will come over to fetch sis n i at 7.30 (actually, he changed to 7.25am but i have forgotten). so, quickly i wake sis up, and prepare my stuff for the WAR~

i felt so so heavy because i had not enough sleep the night before, because grandma is sick. at 3am, she shiver and we warm her up till 4am.

but, excitement in me kept me going. immediately i go shower and changed into the "bai san" attire i wear every year to clear grandpa's grave yard. (haha, sai keat said dont wear our favourite shirt, wear sth that you think you can throw away if it spoilt after the game)

sis, as usual, very good in keeping herself look great all the time. However, she does not have long sleeve shirt to wear. so, i gave her su leng's "bai san" attire. at first, she REFUSED to wear. kept lau gai, ask me to find a better one for her.. haha!!

too bad la, that's the only one i have.

7.30am, get into Fai's car...
*kena scold, say i am late.. ishh.. ppl was sleepy when i asked u bout the time, terlupa u said u will come at 7.25am ma... sorry loo....*

then, we headed to have breakfast at Pan Mee near Wendy's Cake House... too early, i couldnt really finish the whole bowl of mee..

after that, top adjuster- Mr Fai drove us to Sg. Buloh... he wasnt really sure of the roads... cuba nasib la, what to do?? however, we manage to make it.. 8.30am we are there already...weee~ strong feel of excitement filled my heart!!!

those who came down from PJ was late!! hmph!! about 9am only they reach... *smacks forehead* say meet at 8.45am latest ger ma.. ishh...

nvm...

now, i let the pictures to speaks... haha... (not much pictures taken cuz i have no camera, and as usual, hp is in the car >_<)

thats all, hope you enjoyed~

感受

2009-09-15T22:44:00.001+08:00

心情歌：tank 如果我变成回忆

我，真的变成回忆了…

A-Z

2009-09-10T11:34:00.003+08:00

A B C D E F G,

H I J K L M N O P,

Q R S,

T U V,

W X Y Z..

26 alphabets... i think the 2 that girls worry the most is K & G!

actually,

does it really matters?

fat and thin,

it is very subjective..

y must all girls try to be like a stick,

where they know,

human being looks definitely better than a stick...

you girls should know,

looking like a chopstick

or looking like a tooth pick

is U-G-L-Y!!

come on,

y 有人不做，要做东西？

(dowan to be human, want to be stuff?)

i really dont get it..

what is wrong with the girls mentality these days...

guys,

pls tell the girls that you care,

size doesnt matter..

and pls reassure them,

being skinny doesnt mean she will look good!!

:)

end result

2009-09-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

“她”不是我…

make up n i

2009-08-31T12:42:00.004+08:00

ok, i have to admit,

i have no fate with make ups..

i just dont understand,

y do we need different removers for different parts of the face,

such as eyes, lips and cheecks...

and then,

i do not understand y do lips needs remover??

even IF you applied very very strong and striking lipstick,

it will still go off after you've finished your meals,

so, i dont get it why do we need it...

then, i also need help,

on how to make up,

putting on :-

1. mascara

2. blusher

3. eye liner

4. base

5. eye shadow

(IF i manage to learn the above 4 properly)

then, i do not understand y do we need to separate eyes remover with face remover..

isnt eyes part of the face?

this is so so confusing...

i need help..

Bee,

sorry,

need to ma fan u again n again...

will call u up when i'm done confusing myself and decided to buy again in the future.

^_^

i feel so fortunate,

to have u here helping me out with all these stuffs...

THANK YOU!!

p/s: Kenn, i've updated again! haha..

song

2009-08-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

我知道- by 2

fate

2009-08-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

what is fate?

i really have no idea what is it all about now...

i feel...

deep inside my heart,

something is inside...

it is a really strange feeling,

it makes me feel...

sour...

my heart is sour,

all of a sudden,

after a missed call from "him"...

once more,

i failed.

special for my prince

2009-08-13T21:40:00.002+08:00

wind

2009-08-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

wind wind wind

我希望，

一切会被风

吹去一个

很远很远的地方

不再缠着我。。。

给我自由

给我欢乐。。。

random

2009-07-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

it has been years since i last update my blog...

i would say,

i have a busy life...

busy working

(erm... or should i say, sit in the office?)

busy making myself happy

busy msn-ing

busy with the workshop

and finally,

busy forget about something and someone...

life has been so so down lately,

which i do not know the real reason..

is it bcuz,

he is still in my heart?

or i was just being protective,

feel bad for myself?

i really do not know the answer...

guess i really got to b brave

and b sure of what i myself wans...

till then,

i shall wish myself,

good luck girl!!

frustrated

2009-07-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

i m really frustrated at this point of time. what happened to my dad? really 更年期？

yes, i told him i m und quarantine. BUT, that doesnt mean i dowan to work!! how i wish i could start working today to shut your mouth!!

cant you feel that you are annnoying recently??? how many times you wan me to tell u, not i DOWAN to work, is i CANNOT work now!!

how many times u wan me to tell u, its ah jie who dowan me to work!!??? cant u be a bit rational this time?? this is so not my fault ok???!!!

cant u understand that ah jie doesnt wan me to work before friday?? she is a pregnant lady, its normal for her to be scared ok??

its already the 6th day today, wat is wrong with me goin out with my fren for a while??

so stop nagging me i dunno when will i go mad!!!

be grateful that u have a 22 years old daughter that still allows u to control her!!!

Bali Trip

2009-07-10T21:21:00.004+08:00

these are the pictures from my hp, enjoy!!!

i miss the days so so badly!!

i miss everything of Bali except that insane ppl who took my picture and also the hot burning sun!!

so regret that i didnt have enough money to surf and also try all the nice activities!!

hhmmm...

i shall go back again one day when i m rich enough to spend and spend on the water sports~~

bali

2009-07-05T06:20:00.001+08:00

ok,i going to bali in few hours time. While waiting for wailing to come, i've decided to come here n tell everyone, take care!

I'll b back in one piece n in de pink of health soon~

Muacks lov u all!

sing k~

2009-06-12T11:15:00.005+08:00

this is the most INTERESTING part of the day, ENJOY!!

thanks Kenn for taking this~

wahaha!!

random

2009-06-11T22:42:00.006+08:00

i m too tired to type, so i shall just upload pictures...

we just suddenly got this idea~

after i come back from meeting in kelana jaya, payne enterprise~

ipoh trip, the 2 sleeping pig.. everyone wake up edi they still sleeping!!

teman grandma see doctor~

badminton day~

lastly, baby Irene, same name with me oo!!! 爱玲~

clown

2009-06-03T08:52:00.003+08:00

clowns bring happiness,

to all people around the world.

however,

people do not take clowns seriously.

the people may think,

its a clown's job to make them happy.

this is just so sad.

the clown started to question him/herself,

"is it worthy to cheer these selfish people up?"

the clown first thought it is not worthy,

"as the crowd would never remember who am i after that,

and they would not take me seriously after the show."

"i do not want to cheer up these selfish people anymore..."

said the upset clown..

then, he/she questioned him/herself,

"who i m in their hearts?"

the questioning process continues,

till one day,

the clown found it is good to have the ability to cheer people up..

"great!" the clown says...

so, the clown continues with the job again,

to cheer people up!

the cheering process goes on and on,

still,

no one appreciates the lovely clown...

why is that so?????

why no one wants to appreciate the lovely clown?

2009-05-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

最近每天都眼皮跳，还以为是左凶右吉的先兆。于是，上网找一些资料。原来。。。

9因素讓眼皮跳不停

你相信所謂「左跳災，右跳財」的說法嗎？眼皮跳的問題，就像打嗝不停一樣，幾乎每個人都會遇到，而且也讓每個人都感到困擾；但不同的是，坊間有許多針對打嗝不停的治療偏方，唯獨對眼皮跳的問題卻無計可施，眼皮跳不停，到底是怎麼一回事？

。

。
所謂的眼皮就是「眼瞼」，我們的眼瞼內有一層很薄的橢圓形「輪匝肌」，像車輪狀環繞著眼睛，而眼瞼內還有一種「提瞼肌」，當輪匝肌收縮時眼瞼就閉合，提瞼肌收縮時眼瞼就會睜開，人的眼皮自然開合，就是因為這兩種肌肉不斷收縮、放鬆。

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人類約每隔6至20餘秒鐘就會眨眼一次，正常情況下，眨眼一次，眼皮才會跳動一次，正常時眼瞼肌肉纖維的收縮很微弱而不會察覺；但當支配輪匝肌和提瞼肌的神經受干擾而產生神經衝動時，就可能造成輪匝肌或提瞼肌痙攣或顫動，而明顯感受眼皮不自主地跳動了。

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　由於眼皮跳動屬於肌肉放電的生理現象，以生理學來說是因控制眼輪匝肌的末梢神經上的「神經髓鞘電位」，過度放電而導致「短路」引起肌肉躍動，現在就來討論有那些原因會影響神經放電了。

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＜原因1----熬夜過勞＞
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台北市立聯合醫院仁愛院區腦神經內科醫師游家銘表示，因眼皮跳而來求診的患者中，十之八九都是不明原因的；而很多患者在眼皮跳前幾天，都有熬夜過勞的情況，可能因此導致肌肉疲勞，致使眼輪匝肌及提瞼肌不平衡，產生不正常躍動。（应该就是因为它吧？）

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＜原因2----睡不足壓力大＞

睡眠不足及壓力過大會導致肌肉不正常收縮；而眼輪匝肌和提瞼肌受到影響而產生不自主躍動。
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＜原因3----咖啡等刺激物太多＞
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咖啡喝太多有人會心悸，可見得咖啡因對神經傳導的影響頗大；因此也有不少患者發作前，喝太多咖啡或茶等刺激性飲品的經驗。
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＜原因4----缺鈣＞
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由於鈣是神經傳導很重要的物質，因為缺鈣而眼皮跳的患者，通常也會合併嘴角抽動以及手抖的症狀。
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＜原因5----顏面神經麻痺、中風＞
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有些患者眼皮持續跳了幾小時到幾天以後，就出現嘴歪臉斜現象，游家銘表示，顏面神經麻痺症狀在發病2天內，神經麻痺的程度達到頂點。而在明顯症狀出現前，患者除常有類似感冒或病毒感染症狀外，常合併眼皮異常感，如眼皮跳或眼睛無法正常閉合；而中風患者除眼皮跳外，還合併嘴歪無法閉合及半側無力等症狀。
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＜原因6----局部肌張力不全＞
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局部肌張力不全的患者也很常見，患者常在緊張時眼皮不自主地用力眨動，過去前副總統連戰經常用力眨眼，就可能是此症。
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＜原因7----妥瑞氏症＞
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妥瑞氏症的患者也常合併眼皮跳等局部肌肉跳動症狀，不過通常都會併發怪聲、注意力不集中等其他症狀。
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＜原因8----眼睛疾病＞
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眼睛有近視、遠視或散光等屈光不正問題，以及倒睫毛、結膜炎、角膜炎等也可能導致眼皮反射性痙攣跳動。
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＜原因9----顱內腫瘤＞
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根據統計，病態性的眼皮跳約有1％可能是因顱內腫瘤、蜘蛛網膜粘連等原因，而造成顏面神經刺激。

男人永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人

2009-05-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,

没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，

不能独立又不想依赖，

挣扎着彷徨着，

寻找自己的位置！

而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人

因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，

而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂

二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，

而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年

二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，

而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜

二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，

而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信

二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，

而二十多岁的女人需要被爱需要关怀，

却要付出呵护付出关怀

二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望

而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再

女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，

这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。

男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，

那一定要珍惜她，

因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！

女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~

但是，男孩会一直想珍惜她吗？

当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，

请男孩不要烦恼女孩，

因为她们有道理这样，

我们没理由烦恼，

我们要做的就是很理解很理解，

保护好这位天使

等我们到了30岁，

正当我们最美丽帅气的时候，

也请你不要放开这位天使！！

二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,

不知道感恩.

当他们三十多岁的时候,

事业有成,成熟稳重.

开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,

但不再年轻的女人.

有人说男人其实是最专一的.

因为从20岁到80岁的男人,

都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.

这是个笑话,

但也是个事实.

有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,

眼中没有爱情.

称着年轻嫁个有钱的,

一辈子也就有个归宿了.

但他们却忘了女孩也是有痴痴为了一个男孩都不看任何一眼的时候男人有时

好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。

但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪,剥到最后才知道，

原来洋葱是没有心的.

the final song..

2009-05-16T11:10:00.003+08:00

as promised, i finally manage to upload the song which sang by the 4 of us~

*bee, dun kill me ya*

1+1+1=3

2009-05-08T21:27:00.010+08:00

today's post consists of 3 parts... 1st part is sth random which happened to me lately...

part 1

reli dun know what so special about these "keys", bao just love them...

2nd random stuff.. passed by LT6, found su leng having exam inside.. haha... so? take her pics lo!

last random... learnt how to format PC.... so did i learnt it?? i guess its a no... haha... will still have to ma fan u next time lo, vic~

we r tooo sleepy...

we r too boring edi.. so play zi pai lo~

part 2

its our sing k day~ su named it, my day.. i think i know y... thanks for u girls' and guy's effort to keep me going ya! i promise, i will be fine~

while waiting for our songs (while the couple enjoys themselves there~)

bao bei is fixing her new hp's camera~

naughty Bee, caught ya!cherylwen act.... cute?? kena bully???

wanted to snap pic our ourselves, BUT i forgot that i edi zoom in earlier.. so, 1st attempt failed...

2nd attempt, the peoples are not in the middle, so failed too! -dunno y i until now still dunno how to adjust the camera...

this attempt failed too!! but we dun give up!!!!

failed again!?!??! suan le ba! relax a while, snap wuu liao pics sin~

i m trying to pretend that i m yawning... ok, enough of wuu liao, continue to take pics! i dun believe i cant take good pics~!!

wahahah!!! guys, jealous ler???? wahahaha!!!!

finally, a pic of us that can be considered as "pass"...

then, i continue to take pictures of the girls~

this is blur, but dunno y, i like this picture...

gik dong part, duet of 为你而活 i think...

we both bought new purses... my old one gonna make mom's ang pao koyak... so, bought this long type ger.. hehe.. cheryl bought herself one from Jakarta..

-ouch, the BRANDED one she had kena abandon liao-

group pic of the day~

the girls~

and finally, me~

video of the day will be published soon~

part 3

was tagged by su wen.. haiz... rules: list 16 random stuffs about urself, anything also can n tag another 5 friends, tell out the reasons why u tag them...

1. i actually planned to ignore the tag, wahaha... but since i have finished my ethics assignment, ok la, do it...

2. as mentioned, finished my assignment, but until now still unsure if i m on the right track, kind of worry...

3. exams coming soon, very fan... even i also "ji san nan bou", how to teach pei yee?

4. wish to have nice hair... considering to do hair treatment... but where to go??

5. low self-confidence... cuz i m totally different with my besties... i have bad taste... how to look good like them?? feel so so so pressured each time when i m goin out with the girls...

6. trying hard to convince myself to start studying... chiang ai leng! no time to be lazy edi!!! start it now, action is power!

7. mood swings terribly recently... most of u should know what happened...

8. i started to dunno what i wan... a bit lost in the world of love... out or in? i also dunno and i dowan to know!

9. wish to be the old chiang ai leng.. happy but manage to control herself. this aileng now didnt manage to control herself... sometimes over excited, some times fat mang zhang...

10. seriously need a new cupboard, to keep my stuffs..

11. seriously need new clothes and assessories, shoes, heels, blah blah blah... need to beautify myself to get back my confidence...

12. i am going to 助养 a child with wai ling n kher li... will start when we find out the ways to do it...

13. is hesitating whether should i add things to the stupid ethcis assignment...

14. i am getting more and more hot-tempered... i also dunno y... can anyone tell me the reason??

15. looking forward for the next outing with the girls!

16. hope finals will be just fine, and hope my results will not be over "beh kua..."

ok, done, i tag suwen, bee, dick wai, lih yon, and amanda...

sorry la, i dunno who to tag ler!

笑容

2009-05-03T18:22:00.002+08:00

这几天，
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发现，
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自己的笑容，
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没有以前那么
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自然及灿烂。。。

好想找个贝壳，

把自己藏起来，

寻找安静和平静。。。

a letter to maybank

2009-04-27T10:05:00.002+08:00

deEr Maybank,

1st of all, the servcice provided... hello, your bank is supposed to open at 9.30am!!!! yes, you opened at that time, but your front door was closed!!! and HELLO!!! you were doing the things that you were supposed to finish before 9.30am!!!! they were there, putting money into the ATM machines!!!!

come on la!!!! this kind of things you should have gao dim BEFORE 9.30am!!!!! your customers are all waiting outside, waiting to enter just to BANK IN MONEY!!!

2ndly, the dunno what stupid fund the government now offering... mom wanted to buy using my name, ok fine, i go with her again. what the HELL!!!! the MALAY AUNTY USED A REALLY RUDE WAY WHILE TALKING TO ME!!!! the conversation between that BABI malay lady and i.

ANNOYING AUNTY: "you ada account kah?"

if you were me, what account do you think she is referring to?? i assume that she is referring to the maybank account. so, i looked at the paper, and think for a while.. there is no column for me to fill in the detail of my maybank account details...

that AUNTY spotted me and asked in a sarcastic and idiotic way :" you paham (to all the SAME GENG out there, its supposed to be FAHAM, not PAHAM ok? i wonder how you guys passed your BM! and i really dont get it why they LOVE to use their malay with english together!!!) apa i cakap?"

she was so so annoying!!!!! hello, i m your CUSTOMER!!! arent u supposed to explain to me??? besides, you only asked whether i have an account or not!!! you didnt specify WHICH ACCOUNT!!!!!!!!!!!

how i wish i could pinch you on your IDIOTIC face and make you look even more alike to your ANCESTORS!!!!

didint you know how to talk properly??? the special account and normal account, difference is ONE WORD!!!! is that the right way for you to talk to ME???

ok la, mayb its my fault... human beings cant understand YOUR' communication skills... sorry!!

**to make you less confuse, the account she asked was a special account you need to have to buy the government fund... **

miss Reliable or SPSS pro~

2009-04-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

yoo~ i m hyper excited... though its hard and takes long effort, but WE MADE IT!!!

wai ling n i spent one whole afternoon helping yeng to complete her SPSS...

finally, we manage to 起死回生... from a not reliable work, we made it a highly reliable work!!!

well done ai leng and wai ling!!!!

i start to think, we really can help people to develop their stuff and do the SPSS for them to earn money!!! wahaha....

so, are we eligible to the title "miss reliable" or "SPSS pro"??

感谢

2009-04-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

thank god, Miss Jenny was in the college today... she mumbled with a mm-song face when i told her my problem and answered "how many times u all wan me to remark ur thesis?"

actually, i dun need u to remark. cuz only the graphs are wrong. i will only change the graphs, contents all remains the same, so i guess wont give u huge problems, rite?

anyway, if i really do create problems to you, i am so sorry...

its my lucky day.. finally, hand in my thesis for the 2nd time today... however, i still have no holiday... gotta help ppls to complete theirs...

today is such a busy day for wai ling n i, though we have done our work and finished so early. we even skipped our lunch, only took mamee's mee in my mug at 3pm. hungry to the max, till hands and legs went numb...

pei yee had a hard time today.. she was too panic till she forgot to save her work and had to redo n redo the whole afternoon... im speechless this time, bcuz i dunno what should i do... if its for her own good, we should not help her.. should make her so it on her own... however, we r friends... 总不能看着她死吧？

hope she has got her lesson and will plan her work properly next time... no joke, next time when you are working, no one will ever help you out... you gotta learn to do things fast and on your own...

as for yeng, wait for wai ling n i ba!! tmr we do it and send to you ya!

i m really sleepy and tired... so, tata~

good nite everyone...

may god be with me...

^_^

useless me

2009-04-24T09:16:00.003+08:00

我，我真得很没用。。。一份好好的UMP，怎么会给我搞成这样？明明就做到没事，就因为自己的粗心大意害到自己。。

本来只有70个人回答问题，连我自己都不知道什么时候加多了三十个人下去！搞到自己牛头不对马嘴。。

整份东西变成了垃圾！！如果miss Jenny不在，真得不懂可以什么时候，怎样把事情办好。老师都要生了，我还添这么多麻烦给她，我真不应该！

郑爱玲，如果miss Jenny不在，你真的是活该的。交功课时那么爽？不check好来？好了拉这次，在学生生涯最重要的thesis搞出这种事，我怎样跟你自己和爸妈交待？

怎样交待怎样交待怎样交待？保佑我，miss jenny千万要还在学校，给我换回一切。不然，我真的不懂可以怎样继续开心地活下去。

random

2009-04-22T19:51:00.002+08:00

had lunch with sinn yi, johnson, dodo, curly n wailing today... i do not know how we started it, but when we were in ikano today, we just cant stop talking about feng shui, life, n death.

suddenly, we found out that sinn yi is really a special girl... SOME of the elements in this world just LOVE her so much that even she would choose not to see "them"...

that makes me recall back an incident happened to me months ago... i bet ppl who read my blog would still remember, the incident where got a "child" dashed into my room, giggled, and left for few times when i was having an afternoon nap in my room...

i dun think that overly scary... i dunno y, i was calm when i was dealing with "him"... the pro girl, sinn yi who has very great experience in these kind of stuff commented "wahh, scary loo!!" to my story...

is that reli that scary?? n that makes me think again, does "akhem" reli exist in this world?? i would answer yes... ppl who know me should know that I AM AFRAID OF GHOSTS.. very scared of them some more!!

however, deep inside my heart tells me, i need to investigate this... i reli wish to go in depth about all these issues... about feng shui, about ghosts...

ok, enough of crap... i shall now "share" some stories of sinn yi's...

1) sinn yi's brother, he was 2 years old that time... one day, the brother told the mother "mama, i had a lot of fun playing with 2 ppl... their teeth very long one..." the mother doesnt believe in him, so they ignored him... one day, the brother was sick and he told "mama, the 2 ppl is peeping at me from my room door..."

aiks.. i actually planned to share all at once but now i start to feel a little scared.. as u know, i m afraid of "them"... so i got to go now...

will blog when someone is here with me...

auditors needed!

2009-03-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

seriously,i need auditors to complete my ump! Most of my friends,i m sure u've received de questionnaire,pls dun take ur very overly own sweet time to fill it. I need them as soon as possible as i need to proceed already. Dead line has been brought forward for miss jenny's students. bcuz she'll b on leave in de middle of april. I really hope i can complete it as soon as possible. Thank u so much! Fast fast send it back to me ya!

救命

2009-03-22T19:00:00.002+08:00

真的是救命！

有没有人可以告诉我，到底去Bali要多少钱？

有人跟我说，价钱是大概那样，又有人说贵到要死，也有人说便宜得要命！

到底谁才是真，谁才是假？

告诉我一下啦！！！

new templete

2009-03-22T18:03:00.002+08:00

yeah,got myself a new n lovely templete,named colour!i reli like tis templete very much as it symbolizes me,always colourful n happy!

Wif my new templete,i think i'll update n view my own blog more often,hahaha.

Today is shen shen boy's 4th bday,but unfortunately he is sick.tat naughty boy spent a nite here yesterday,n he is reli a cute baby.baby,yi yi wish u 'fast tall grow big' ya!

On de other hand,i've finished my questionaire for de thesis.i think its strange n incomplete,but i reli out of idea how to improve it!hope miss jenny will give me gud suggestions tis coming week.chiang aileng,plus oil!muz do de important thesis properly!

Apart from ump,lets also discuss a bit bout de probability of me getting A for de rest of de subjects.
1) FM-I understand when im in de class,but de contents r reli hard to memorize.n if questions r given to me,i won noe how to do them.
2)SMA-needless to say,poor in it.especially when it comes to de theory part.all de management theories n methods r confusing!i reli dunno wats de point of doing tis subject.
3)E&G-de subject tat i spent most time in but its also de subject tat im worst in!ethics wo..stupid!everything seems not logic to me.got assignment some more,reli dunno how to die.but luckily only 1500 words.

In a nutshell,its close to impossible for me to get gud grades in de finals.however,i'll still work hard on it!hope miracle wil happen n tat i can make my parents proud.

:-)

2009-03-21T21:09:00.002+08:00

i do not know what can i blog... my mind is empty at the moment... i dunno what can i do, nor what should i do... things just happened all of a sudden, though i have been preparing for this end for months, i still feel a little strange...

someone told me, im not that upset is bcuz i m well prepared, and that i have prepared for this to happened mentally... to be frank, i m reli ok if the phone doesnt ring... i reli can b perfectly fine n talk when everyone is just next to me...

but i dowan to lie to myself... i know i m not 100% ok... i'd prefer to stay at home, preferably alone... i just wan to be alone...

reli hope time will heal me... i dowan this to remain too long... either make it the ending i alwaz wanted as soon as possible, or make it end now, immediately... for i reli do not wish to drag things for too long... i wish to settle them immediately...

reli immediately...

2009-03-17T20:19:00.003+08:00

officially announce, i am going to Bali at 5rd of July, come back at 9th of July 2009... tickets edi booked, hotels also booked (unless the babi pearl holiday travel cheated us)~~

i m 70% excited but a little worried too... for me, i think its a little over budget edi... total 1240... havent add the pocket money that i might need to spend on extra food, souvenirs, or presents for myself~~

lets not talk so much anymore, show u guys the hotel that i m goin to live in Bali.... Oasis Kuta.... will post comments about the hotel when i m back... hope the rooms will be fabulous...

and the room we gonna stay in!!!

2009-03-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

good news, bad news...

lets talk about the bad news first...

i again, feel so so fan!!! i m trying to arrange everything for the Bali trip, but it seems everything is out of my control... wan to gao dim the travel agency, ended up try to change another one cuz the one that we chose in matta fair is reli far n there is almost no way for us to go there... nvm, i think the other travel agency we choose gonna be ok... wont be over budget too much i guess....

good news

of cuz, i m allowed to go to Bali!!! i scared laaa... what if we cant organize it?? i very gan jiong loo!!! dun worry dun worry, sure can make it ger!!! yes!!! Bali i m coming~~

2009-03-11T08:38:00.002+08:00

i start to blog back again...

found it reli useful to release stress and sadness...

its edi middle of march... next month, one more month left, we will have to pass up the pretty UMP edi... later this afternoon at 2.30, i will go to see my supervisor... hope she wont reject my work AGAIN... 30 mins for me to see her... i hope it would be useful... pls pls pls, if u wan to reject my work, pls tell me the right way to do it... dun leave me alone there, ask me to refer the samples... i dun see any difference!!!

the convo is another headache... reli dun understand y ARU n KBU is so so cheap!!! its CONVO for the STUDENTS, ur 米饭班主 ler!!! like that also giam siap to provide us a reasonable standard's convo!!!! how can u expect us to do it in that lousy multi purpose hall?? do in St.Mary's hall also better than urs!!!! at least St.Mary's hall is clean n has all it needs to be a good hall... unlike urs... lighting effects, dun have... clean floor, dun have... good sound system, dun have... what also dun have!!!! how can u treat us so cruely, its our CONVO ler!!!! engineering n art n design school can make it in the hotels, why cant we????? isnt it ur responsibility to find sponsors or u urself sponsor us to go to the hotel, to provide us a memorable convo??? if we reli ended up in the hall, i wont go unless my grandma and dad wans to see me there... its reli a waste of time to go back to the stupid college for convo...

but too bad, i edi can guess dad will say yes if we reli got to do it there... haiz...

2009-03-07T09:43:00.002+08:00

最近心情很奇怪，大起大落。有人在旁边的时候，可以很开心，玩到high过龙。一个人的时候，会突然很奇怪。尝试去上网，但没有想说话的感觉。去玩电脑，但玩不到一个星期，又觉得很闷了，不想玩。我是怎么了？为什么心情这么糟糕？

最近真的发生很多很多事，把一班朋友拆到散散了。很心疼为什么会发生这几件事？虽然没人说发生了什么事，大家都说没事，但我总是觉得有事发生了。突然变成这样一定是有心病，解不开。

我们到底怎么了？都长大了，都变了。。。

心情真的很不好。很想找你们出来谈天散心，可是我知道大家都好忙。Cherylwen和sharonbee，好想你们…不过我也得开始做功课及练习，也要开始读书！不可以出去！超不喜欢这个sem的一切，除了mr micheal。他是唯一一个让我觉得很幸运的人。就连他也做不到令我觉得幸运的那个人。

事实上，他还是其中一个让我不开心的人！死猪，我恨死你恨死你！

2009-02-08T10:29:00.002+08:00

新年快完了，红包收得七七八八了…整个新年我真的做了很多东西！走街、回家乡、去朋友家、拜天宫、上课、赌博、跟朋友吃饭、探病…现在，新年要到尾声了，是时候回到那段生活只剩下上课回家睡觉的日子了…也是时候要开始做功课了！加油加油！我一定要加油，把thesis做得好好看！我一定行！

2009-02-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

Dear Miss J.,

may u get a very pretty baby girl!!!

2009-02-01T10:30:00.002+08:00

i m in a dilemma now.. should i go to the college tmr??? its only the 8th day of chinese new year, and on the 8th, we hokkien will "bai tin gong" till very late.. so many things to prepare and we need to pray till min 12am.. should i go or should i just stay at home and help my grandma??

actually my heart has edi decided to stay at home, haha, but my Ling Ling will go wo, how?? leave her alone in the college will be very pitiful ger woo...

2009-01-24T08:54:00.005+08:00

Genting trip part 2~

after playing at indoor games for bout 30 mins, the mist out there has gone!!! so, the group rush out to continue playing all the scary stuff.. ngek ngek!!!

when we were on our way out, Mr. Lin suddenly ride on the bull, posed there for about 10 seconds, asking ppl to take his pic... BUT, no one took any action!! wahaha... we have about 2 cameras there but no one choi him, poor thing... BUT, i this Lin mui very sayang my Lin gor ger... after finish searching for my hp n purse, i help him to take straight...

then, the group proceed to the roller coaster!! ngek ngek, too bad, no one dares to take a pic cuz its reli dangerous to do so...

then, we went to play solero shot (i dunno how to spell it, pai seh) a.k.a 跳楼机... kher li, pei yee, wai ling, keet yeng n i went up only... the rest all scared scared woo~ but too bad, my place wasnt facing them, so they couldnt take our 跳楼 face!

it was reli terrifying as it wasnt the same as the 1st few times i play.. this time reli got the 跳楼feel... it went up slowly, made my stomach full with butterflies... then when it reached the top, it remained for few seconds and thats when wai ling n i screaming like hell, as we were very gan jiong, dunno when will it go down... silly me even double checked whether the belts were on it position or not cuz i m too young to 跳楼!!!

its edi 3.30pm!! its time to watch the dunno what 3D movie!!! so, all of us rushed back to indoor... before the movie starts, we....

~act cool... but i look yong sui more than cool~

then, last but not least, the most wuu liao stuff that we decided to try... naik sampan!!! but to be frank, thats the funniest among the rest, as it gives us time to play, talk, n relax...

~siok yee is the most sucessful lamp post~

play till nth to play edi, so we went to the casino... we planned to walk in one by one.. i m the most sum gap, so i went 1st... i ran in, n the guard came to me, he didnt ask for my IC.. he just said "amoi, ini bed besar tak boleh bawa masuk... pergi letak kat locker dulu.."

what?!?!??!?! beg terlalu besar?? what is this!!!! so i walked to find the group, n clever me got an idea!! hehe... i took out all my stuff, put them into kher li's bag, n fold my bag, put it into wailing's bag...

then, we walked in together again... so unfortunate, the stupid sensor made noise!!! then the guard came to me again, n checked wailing's bag... he asked "apasal bawa ini masuk??" i din answer n just smile at him... n they also checked siok yee's bag n keet yeng's bag... wai ling n kher li stand there, nth to do... the guard saw them too free, finally, he walked to them n said "amoi, IC mari"....

wahaha!!! all the 8 ppl went in, only kher li n wai ling kena... ngek ngek!!!! so, we came out with a conclusion... next time, if u dowan to let ppl check ur IC or suspect that u r under age, dun walk with wailing!!

since that was our 1st time goin in, we each took out RM10, n gamble together as a group... from RM60, we play play play, laugh laugh laugh, at the end, when we change back the tokens, we had RM265... haha, we won RM205!!!!

there was this uncle, sitting beside us, kept putting his money on our side... we helped him to win about RM1000... uncle ahh, we helped u to win so much, give us little bit ma!!! :-( he didnt... haiz... shouldnt let him put his money... wahaha....

the clock shows 6.50pm... we edi very tired, especially pei yee... so, we decided to come back down to KL... before coming down, we went to the car park... at 1st we just wan to enjoy the cold weather for a while, but we ended up...

~though this cant see our faces, but dunno y, i love this pic~

~hello MR Lin, u blocked me!!!! so i...~

wahaha, dun care, take again! wait for him to balance himself til i tired edi, so i secretly place my legs on the car... haha!!

~titanic~

~the lovey couple end the photo session~

i sometimes reli salute ourselves... in the car park also can play till so high, stayed for about 30 mins... haha...

~THE END~

first trip of 2009

2009-01-21T20:26:00.009+08:00

finally, we made it to Genting and we made it to enter casino for the first time!! sad case, the security guard didnt check my IC... does that means i look OLD??? sad...

it was on a thursday, where the friends and i made the decision to go up to Genting.. (it was my bday wish to go up there n see the real face of a casino)...

the day before the trip, silly me felt extremely calm (or extremely excited??) till i couldnt fall asleep till the clock strikes 12am...

in the plan, we decided to take the 2nd bus to go up, which is at 9am... so, theoritically, i need to leave my sweet home by 8am, and which mean i will have to get ready by 7.55am... i dunno what happened, somehow, i just adjusted my alarm to ring at 7.50am...

on the day itself, i wake up extremely early... i told myself, "its still early, the clock hasnt ring, continue to get some sleep!!"... then, somehow, i dunno how, i just feel strange... after thinking for bout 20 mins, i finally realize that i need to leave home by 7.55am, so i should wake up earlier!!! so wuuu long... but luckily, by the time i realize my wuu long-ness, it was only 7.20am... i still have time to prepare myself~

7.55am, i m well prepared... BUT, mummy went to pasar edi... i need to use her car, so until she is back, i cant do anything... so, i fill my bottle slowly n nicely eat my breakfast... i walked to the altar table n saw mom's car key... something is not right...

"how come mom's key is here??" i asked myself... then only i realize, mom drove sis's car to pasar!!!!! my clever mom knew i need to leave early, how sweet!! but stupid me wasted bout 20 mins in the house!!! it was edi 8.10am when i rush to wai ling's house... then, we departed from selayang at 8.15am... (go to 9am class also we never depart so early)

but, unfortunately, we were caught in the jam!!!!! babi betul... hardly we go out in the morning, jam pulak!!! spoilt our mood betul!!!!!

rush rush rush, we finally reach one u, the bus terminal at 9.15am... yeah, we were late! haiz... feel so sorry for those who reached on time...

talk talk talk, play play play, the clock strikes 10am n our bus departed on time, n thats how our nice journey began~!!

the bus went up straight to genting cuz cabel car wasnt functioning due to the heavy mist... the driver was very "syok", we reached at 10.45am...

~the geng that went to genting first~

then, when we were on our way to the toilet, we saw XXXXX( i dunno what is its name, pai seh). without hesitate, we took picture with it~

~why no siok yee ger???? cuz she is scared lo~~

after the meal, we started our journey with merry-go-round.. ngek ngek... took lots of pictures~~

~must describe bout this pic... Lin Gor kept mumbling there the whole merry-go-round session, "小孩（wailing)来坐鸡！小孩，来坐鸡！！"~

after that, we proceed to take pic at the chocolate farm... the statue inside was reli nice n cute! love the beryl chocolate!!!

~jumped up high to pick the strawberry??~

after that, we went to play sth very wuu liao~

~no one take for us? nvm!! we take ourselves!! wahaha!!! i look so yong sui~

next photo session???? 海盗船！hehehe... we have 6 ppl, so need to separate into 2 groups to sit at both sides' nicest part... how to separate?? lat-ta-li-lat-ta-lit-tam-pom lo~~ (猜拳) wahaha... so at last, wailing, kher li n i one group, lin gor, pei yee n siok yee the other group... so again, no one take our side's pic... sob~ it was very very funny cuz there was a young girl sitting in front of us, and she screamed "so high, so scared" all the way n hid in her bf's arms... how i wish i m as fragile as her, then more ppl would come to protect me.. ngek ngek~ day dreaming again..

after sitting in that scary ship, we proceed to dunno what space ship thingy... tot it would b as exciting as the 海盗船, who knows, we only go in there to let the machine make us feel dizzy while watching that stupid alien to do sit-ups...

~us, when we were waiting for the "big show"~

~tats the alien that we tot would scare us off but ended up only do sit-up in the "coffin"??~

then, eng seong n keet yeng finally reached and when we were on our way to find her, we...

haha, yeah, take pic again!!!

they reach edi woo, of cuz bring them to play exciting stuff la!!! everyone was guessing, will eng seong b scared while sitting on the 海盗船？？so, the geng went to sit with them AGAIN~ terbukti!!!! eng seong is not scared... he is quite brave also ma, hor??

too bad, the mist was too heavy that day, so after that, we proceed to indoor games... the 1st one we played was the train... unfortunately, the pic wasnt with me~ after that, we went to play...

in real world, we cannot bang other cars.. so, we choose to play this to bang ppl legally!!! wahaha... our plan was to bang eng seong... i passed the msg to everybody, who knows the feedback was "ai leng, we bang eng seong, at the same time, we also bang ah lin ok??"... wahaha!!

tired edi, to be continue~

wahlau~~~~~

2009-01-09T11:42:00.002+08:00

SOMEONE JUST CALLED ME AUNTY~~~!!!!!!

N THE WORSE PART IS, THAT IS AN OLD OLD UNCLE~!!!!!

I M ONLY 21!!!!! HOW CAN HE CALLED ME AN AUNTY!!!!!!

FROM WHICH ANGLE OR WHICH PART OF MINE MAKES HIM THINK THAT I M AN AUNTY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I M SOOOO FRUSTRATED NOW!!!!!!!

FRUSTRATED TILL I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN WHAT I HAVE MEMORIZE THE WHOLE MORNING!!!!!!!!!

TODAY IS THE LAST PAPER,

TAXATION EDI HALFLY "KONG", I DOWAN TO "KONG" ANOTHER PAPER!!!!

THANKS TO THAT UNCLE!!!!!!!!

i m sorry

2009-01-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

内心超不安。我刚杀死了一只老鼠。

老鼠是在新年前夕，count down之夜被发现的。那天，家里只剩下我们四姐妹和妈妈，所以抓它不成功。

今天，它又再出现。爸爸在家。

看见他的第一个反应，是打他！抓它！别给他又跑掉了！

爸爸布下天罗地网，最终，它还是落网了。

本来我们很兴奋，因为不必再担心受怕了。

可是，突然，看见爸爸不停的用力向着mickey打下去，还打到他流血，有种很不安的感觉。

打完后，爸爸把它拿出去丢，它的血滴一滴滴的滴在地板上。看见地上的血滴，我发誓，我觉得好害怕、难过、不安。

我觉得，是我杀了他！我的内心很内疚，也很过意不去！顿时，在察着地板的我，呆住了。

对不起，是我害了你。

你安息吧！

silly thinking, silly me~

2009-01-03T09:06:00.002+08:00

woke up early in the morning today, and i decided to weight myself. my god, i've exceeded 45kg, which means i m eligible to donate my blood already!!!

wait, should i feel happy or should i feel upset?? i have a mixed feeling again, haiz... my life is just full with paradox which makes me feel like fainting sometimes, haiz...

to be honest, i LOVE meaningful activities, such as blood donation, visit to charity home, etc etc... HOWEVER, i never had a chance to do this kind of activities because i was born in a home which is just enough to survive with a type of thinking:

"i dont help, n i dont harm anybody"

this is quite true also, bcuz reality is alwaz cruel. our monthly income is not a lot. now mummy retires edi, our monthly income has decreased significantly, whereas we r stil spending like we used to be. well, its sth that we cant cut cost on, such as food, running costs, coll fees, etc...

i now emphasize on the blood donation activity. i LOVE blood donation activities, n special credits to those brave man n women who alwaz take part in it. i reli salute u guys n girls. my yeng yeng is one good example. she donates blood every 3 months i think.. how nice if i were as brave as her. but useless me isnt that brave. through i have went through the 6 days "training" to be not afraid of blood test, but i m still afraid of needles n injections. plus, blood test is totally different from blood donation. blood test only takes few seconds whereas blood donation takes several minutes to complete!

i reli wish i m brave, then i can go for a blood donation. another reason i m afraid of blood donation is, i scared they will inform me that i have any health issues after they test my blood. i wont be able to accept if suddenly they tell me :"miss chiang ai leng, awak punya darah certified ada masalah sikit, tolong datang ke institute jantung negara untuk maklumat selanjutnya"

mamamiaaaaa... i dowan that to happen. anyway, after exam n when bee is free, we r goin for a body check up session. i need to face the fact if there is reli sth wrong with myself. hope everything would be fine then. haiz...

i wish i could be brave enough to go for at least one single blood donation activity this year. ppl, if u n i were together, n we r in front of those blood donation campaign, pls pull me in n do it together with me...

ok, enough of talking rubbish, time to back to the reality that exam is next week, time to go back to my notes n papers.

byee..

my pillow~

2008-12-30T11:18:00.004+08:00

see, mummy loves my "shit" pillow.. hehe..

will try to take more videos on ppl's reactions towards my cutie pillow~

mum's best expression was after i end the video.

she said :-

"this shit very cute hor? see, got mouth, nose n eye brows... how come this shit's shape like this ger?? aren't it supposed to be in oval??"

choi!!

2008-12-29T13:21:00.002+08:00

yes, the title for this post is choi... why is that so?? cause i met, no, not met. should say, i felt something unusual which i wish to "choi" it away...

it is something which i am afraid off the most, which is "dirty things" (肮脏东西).

the unwanted experience begins with a lazy bum, me, who wished to continue sleeping though its time to wake up for revision...

the alalm clock rang but i continue to sleep. suddenly, i can feel that there is a kid running up to my bed, n giggle softly beside of me. i thought it was my little nephew, cuz he always do that to my sister.

usually, this naughty nephew after giggles a while, he will shout at you to wake you up. so i planned to ignore him. but to my surprise, this time, no one shouted. instead, he ran out of my room.

after a few seconds, i can feel someone is walking up to my bed again. so i continue to keep my eyes closed and wait for "him" to take action. then, i heard some mah jong sound which made me believe that it was really my aunty and nephew who came to my house. however, something is not right. the "him" did not shout. "he" again, ran out of my room.

i started to feel strange as my real nephew will not act in this way and if he really does, his mum would already followed him up and stopped him from disturbing my sleep!

nevermind, i tried to calm myself and then! something scary happened. i seriously can feel something is crawling on me!!! from my legs towards my body!!! i tried to believe that it was my nephew but common sense tells me that it wasnt him, its "something" else. so i tried to open my eyes and scold (i remembered scolding is useful to chase the dirty things away, make them scared of you then they will not disturb you anymore). however, i could not open my eyes nor my mouth.

so, i prayed. after few times of mumbling amitabbha silently in my heart, the "him" ran away. and i swear i can feel him running off my room, towards the stair case..

scared or not??

i hope this will not happen to me again as i am really afraid of ghost!!!

choi!!! shooo!!!! get lost!!!

preparation of exam...

2008-12-29T08:13:00.002+08:00

exam is just around the corner..

frankly speaking, i m a little nervous...

nervous bcuz i think i m too stupid at the moment to go for exams,

and also bcuz i think i have not digest all the lectures yet...

i have so many things to memorize...

i m reli worried for my taxation n ACR... ACC i THINK, i wont fail as i m alwaz good in memorizing facts during exams...

taxation : too many formats n sub sections that confused me, makes me cant memorize properly... i dont think i will fail but i know there is huge possibility that i wont get good grades... sigh...

ACR : i dunno what m i reading n memorizing... the facts r funny to me, n the notes r incomplete as the lecturer's style of teaching i until now also cant accept... he likes to jump from notes to notes... i think i will have to put more effort in it...

ACC : currently the best paper but IF anything goes wrong on that day, i will DIE... audit isnt as easy as i tot... hope by today i will b able to memorize all the points...

its too late to talk bout mood right now... its time to fight with my own mood... i m slightly out of the schedule, today must gambathe to get myself back into the schedule planned earlier... or i will suffer from not enough time to study n ended up getting a poor grade...

so ppl, pls pls pls pls pls pls wish me luck ya!!! n for those whose exams r around the corners, good luck to u too!!!

mum's love

2008-12-25T17:51:00.002+08:00

i was sleeping on the floor,

in mummy's room...

then mummy came in,

saw me lying there...

with only a bolster,

no pillow...

mummy quickly go to her bed,

take her pillow n put under my head,

and said :

"silly girl, take a pillow ma..."

i feel so so warm inside...

i love my mum!!

she is so so caring n CUTEE!!!!

MUACKSS mum~

stomach ache

2008-12-23T09:13:00.002+08:00

got stomach ache again! How come it never goes off after i sleep last nite? Haih. Mom is getting better n is happy,no,i should say very happy these few days cuz she is finally free from kpj's jail. Yep,she is 55 now n retire edi! So happy for her. Now i love my house more edi. Haha.

so unfortunate

2008-12-21T09:05:00.002+08:00

recently,my house is reli unfortunate. I was being admitted,then my youngest sis got surgery on her ear lobes,then my mom got admitted due to bacteria infection on de stomach,n now,grandma's turn to get lungs infection. But everyone noes,she got it is bcuz her mouth is too itchy,likes to eat things tat she should never touch. I reli dunno wat is her prob. Always create prob tat makes mummy mad. There was once,mom is on leave,n she brought suleng to c dentist. Suddenly one of de aunt called n said grandma's leg is swelling again (must b she simply eat things again) n need to c doctor. N she even asked mom to come home n bring her to de hospital. Hello! U r 50+ years old n worked in a clinic before,dun tell me u dunno how to bring ur mom to c a doctor! Mom wasn't free at de moment too,so she asked my aunt to bring her to de hospital. Ok,fine.v tot de file is edi closed. Siapa tau when de next day mom went to work,de ppl gave her a bill n asked her to pay. It was my grandma's bill. Wahlaueh! One aunt n grandma,2 also loaded ppl,one doc consultation fee also REFUSE to pay! Wat is tisa? I reli dunno wat is wrong wif tis family. I used to feel happy to b in tis family LAST TIME when i was still young. But de older i am,de more i hate tis family! Everyone isn't as nice as i tot they were,n they are all evils! Shit!

stress

2008-12-20T13:24:00.002+08:00

i really can feel the stress right now... some may say, i m weak, mentally n physically.. n i truly admit that... i m weak especially mentally...

recently, i tend to get fed-up n mang zhang easily.. i also dont know y... i reli wish everything is under my control but things just doesnt b like what u wish they would b... haiz!!!!!

is it really that hard to get things settled down?? well, i m still challenging myself to settle everything on my own, but i really cant help throwing temper... i wish i could b more emotionally stable...

what can i do to make myself stay calm all the time?? i need to release my stress... to b free of the worries n pressure from exams, mom's health, trouble caused by someone, dad's unfair treatment, etc...

n to make thing worse, my dearest mom is sick... i feel sad when i see her lying on the bed in the hospital that nite... but luckily, she is fine now... but i still cant help being worried bout her health now...

christmas is coming, but i have not feel the joy, in fact, no joy is in my heart at this moment... i wish to find back the old me, the one that is more positive n happy...

moodless

2008-12-17T09:19:00.002+08:00

i dunno y,

i reli have no mood to study now!!

christmas is just around the corner,

new year is on its way,

everyone is busy planning where to go,

how much to spend,

where to count down,

etc etc...

whereas i,

can only stay at home,

feeling stressed with the stupid subjects...

taxation, ACR, ACC..

i m reli afraid that i will not b able to memorize all the facts...

its all bout memorizing for accounting students...

i m reli worried...

what can i do to make myself happy n continue to study??

new entry!

2008-12-09T19:27:00.001+08:00

ok,

xanga caused me lots of problems...

change font colour take more than 5 mins,

n post a blog takes more than an hour!!!

so,

i have decided to use back the old blog,

so that i wont have trouble posting things that i wans~

of cuz,

i certainly will miss the smileys available in xanga,

n the ease of tracing new weblog comments...

how nice if blogspot could provide such service...

haha...

bye~

2008-07-06T19:41:00.006+08:00

ok, i shall now conclude that i will be shifting to xanga now... hehe... cherylwen n sharonbee shall b very happy now...

vic is rite, i shall learn new things all the time n challenge myself...

i will try to produce better n nicer blog! so feel free to visit me at www.xanga.com/BellLEng oh~

this blog will still remain here as i would need it to link to others' blogs which untill now i still could not link in xanga, hehe~

so, feel free to write down any comment on my chat box, n i will reply very soon!

^_^

confused..

2008-07-06T19:41:00.005+08:00

i m so confused now, dunno whether i should now use xanga or blogspot? wen says xanga is better, weng tze said xanga is stupid, shaun said y change, bee said welcome to xanga, blah blah blah blah...

which one should i choose? personally, i think xanga is cuter n richer with cute emoticons n backgrounds...

however, i m so stupid in technology, i scared i cant do what i wan with xanga... just like until now, i still dunno how to upload pictures into my blog n my posts...

dear frens, pls giv me ur opinions, so that i can make a final decision as having 2 blogs to maintain is a hard job...

wait for u guys' comment ya!

blah blah blah

2008-07-06T19:41:00.004+08:00

haha, been too lazy to blog recently due to my laptop's cutie virus probs...

now laptop ok edi, so i shall not escape from blogging anymore! haha

now, i shall post pics of my cutie nephews... they r so so cute!! came to my office yesterday n made the dead place so so happening... hehe!!

look at them, they r so so active, walk here n there, touch this n that, disturb he n she, blah blah blah... but i still love them! wee~

below is the movie taken by me, showing how naughty is the small B, Onn Onn... i think he will b a successful accountant in the future, hehe...enjoy~

summary

2008-07-06T19:41:00.003+08:00

here comes the summary of the months... my laptop has got some problems which caused me lose the mood of posting new blogs...

ok, the 1st thing... been to a gathering at Shabu-shabu ss2 with the bunch of friends, had a great dinner, the food was improving, the people was funny, n the nite was NICE~ haha...

a new name for this, its Mr. Chao pei!

dany's soup, can u notice all the sweet corns??

this is our soup, can u see all the vege???

ok, everyone enjoyed a lot except for mr yeoh eng seong... it is clearly shown in that last picture that he is not too happy with the day~

电脑回来了！

2008-07-06T19:41:00.002+08:00

yey~~

finally, my cutie computer is back!!!

superb thanks to mr victor tan for his help, reli thank u very very much...

n thanks alot for the surprise, it did brighten up my day with all the nice memories flowing in my mind...^_^

i m very happy with it rite now, i hope no more naughty animals would come in to ruin my baby anymore...

today i m hyper happy...

being able to spend my day with the piggy + got back my baby laptop...

the piggy is getting cuter n cuter... he is very good n much polite than the first day i knew him... thanks for every single changes u made for me, i reli appreciate it...

oh, last but not least, had a grea lunch with the piggy in Pizza Uno... hehe, finally fulfilled my promise of bringing u to hav lunch in the restaurant...

sorry ya, i m not rich, cant afford to go that often...

however, i hav a little thing that bothers me... i din make it to pay my visit to the newly born baby boy, Jeremy due to the insufficient time this afternoon...

anyway, i will try to sneak out of the house again to visit u ya!!! Bell che che will buy u nice hat hat to wear ok?

keke....

below r the pictures taken in the restaurant...

missing n looking forward..

2008-07-04T19:10:00.002+08:00

as stated in de title above,yes im missing something n at de same time,im looking forward for something as well.

Firstly,im missing my dear laptop.it got infected by naughty viruses tat could not b cured,i ended up crawling to bandar utama to look for pc master,mr.victor tan's help.victor ah,sorry to trouble u oh.however,i still should thank de viruses for creating n opportunity for me to meet my dear old fren.haha.if not bcuz of them,i would still b lazy to go out as im a 'GOOD GIRL' who never likes to go out.

Ok.second case,im looking forward for something.actually,its looking forward for few things.de first thing that im looking forward to is to go out wif my dear cheryl wen n sharon bee.so long never go out wif them edi,miss de moments tim.then,im looking forward for tis sunday.if nothing special happens,it would b de day my dear laptop come back to me n de day i go to visit a new born baby.cant wait to hav a look at de cutie baby.last but not least,it would also b de day tat i fulfil my promise of bring u to eat sth nice.i noe tis won happen so often as v r very poor,so i do hope it would b a nice n memorable lunch for u!

I reli hope there won b any heart attacks on tat day.i reli reli hope everything would b just like what i've planned in my mind.

^_^

Bell leng

2008-06-30T15:52:00.001+08:00

19 to 21-year old.

Pretty and about 1.68m tall.

High achiever.

Ambitious.

Works out occasionally and likes to play sports.

Loves travelling and try out new activities.

Enjoy reading.

Confident and intelligent.

Makes me feel safe to open my heart.

Sensitive enough to understand my feelings.

Makes me feels that I can talk anything and everything to her.

Feminine but independent.

Makes me feel happy.

Know what my dreams are and genuinely support me.

Not too zealous in her religion.

If found, please notify immediately.

p/s: help my dear fren, shaun to find the gal described above... he is searching hard for her... ^_^

thanks~

2008-06-30T15:38:00.003+08:00

dear all,
i m doing fine here...
was a little emo for the past one week,
make u guys worried reli mm hou yi si...

i m ok edi...
mayb i was too tired after work,
so tend to get annoyed
or get angry easily...
no worries...

special thanks for sharon bee n cheryl wen...

well, shall i name myself bell leng lo?
haha...

伤害

2008-06-29T11:51:00.001+08:00

我…
又做了长痛不如短痛的决定…
认识我的人大概会猜到那是什么。我也不想在这里说太多。只是觉得想写写东西来舒缓自己的情绪…不知道可以写什么。语无轮次的我…笨笨的我…没用的我…

.....

2008-06-13T23:55:00.003+08:00

i really do not know how to name this blog...

i do not know how to describe my feelings as well...
firstly, i wan't to congrats my youngest sister for being able to do what she wants...

i now truly understand and can feel what is the meaning of "when you like someone, no matter what he/she does, you will eventually support it; when you dislike someone, no matter what he/she does, you also will find it hard to be accpeted"...

this was what my father always tell me, and i know this is his behaviour...

i do not know why,
we are all your daughters,
why do you find it hard to accept what i said and agreed with her all the time?

is it because you dislike me?
i don't know...

i tried my very best to prove to you that i am a good girl...
instead, better than her...

i scored better than her,
i always listen to what you says,
i always stay at home,

but why a girl like me could not win your heart?
i really don't understand...

why?

i hate smoker

2008-06-12T10:47:00.002+08:00

i reli hate smoker!!!

i m now in the office,

my dad is discussing sth with his workers...

one of the uncle,

he is a heavy smoker...

n i m the victim here...

they r discussing,

i cant stop them,

but my fren here,

smoking while he is talking!!!!!!

i wan to die edi...

help!!!!

谢谢你

2008-06-09T10:17:00.002+08:00

嘿，谢谢你昨晚的陪伴…
还好在那个时候还有一个你在网上，
陪伴着我度过最不开心的时候…
也谢谢你，
那么体谅我，
不追问我不开心的原因…
谢谢你，
在我最需要陪伴的时候，
做了我的听众…
等我宝贝雯得空一点，
我就不会再烦着你读书的时间了。
书虫先生，
谢谢你！
^_^

工作趣事

2008-06-06T12:40:00.004+08:00

今天无意中给我发现这样东西…它几年前是爸爸的椅子…
还记得那时的我并没有那么大只，
也记得那时只是来帮爸爸打暑假工…
有一天，我没事干就到了爸爸的房间坐一下…
当时天真的我还想象自己是大老板，学人家摇椅子！
怎知自己笨，
摇着摇着，
想起要拿椅子后面的报纸…
我往后一摇，
整个椅子就断掉了！
我真是又笨又好笑…
事后爸爸还说他坐了十年的椅子竟然被我在工作十天内弄坏了…
现在回想起这件事也觉得自己很厉害！
当时应该45kg都不到，
竟然可以坐烂一张一个70Kg的肥爸爸都坐不烂的椅子…
其实我，
应该也算是很肥吧？
哈哈…

unhappy

2008-06-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

im reli unhappy today..
Cuz got scolded from mom,
De person tat i love de most.
De worse part is,
De issue is not sth related to me!
Im reli upset...

糟糕的世界

2008-06-04T12:21:00.003+08:00

现在的世界真的是越来越糟糕，越来越乱…
以前妈妈常常说：“一个女孩子出去很危险，两三个一起出去还可以。”
以前打劫的人通常很怕死，专找安静的地方和单独一个人的受害者来干案…
现在情况不同了，
他们已经upgrade到在大庭广重，打劫结伴成群的受害者…
上个星期六，五个女生晚上去打油，遇到了整十个摩托司机一起打劫她们五个人！
重点是，
她们跟油站收银处只是数十米！
现在到底是什么世界，
是什么社会，
我真的不知道，
也不敢想象…
以后的我们将会过着怎样的日子？
>_<

四个月后再见了，飞鹰！

2008-06-02T12:00:00.005+08:00

start working edi :-(

2008-06-02T11:54:00.002+08:00

finally,today has arrived.
De day tat i've always wanted it to disappear..
Yes,tis is de day i start working..
N it also means its time for me to leave DPC homestay..
Im reli upset now.
I reli dun feel like leaving de kiddies.
Yes,i start to lov them edi..
Dear students,
Miss chiang miss u guys very very very much.
I reli hope all of u would remember me,
Remember de moments v spent together before.
Dear students,
Miss chiang is not a gud teacher,
Im not gud in teaching,
But i can tell out loudly,
MISS CHIANG LOVE ALL OF YOU!
我会永远记得你们，
疼爱你们！

friendship~

2008-05-30T23:18:00.003+08:00

i was half awake,
And i saw ur mysterious msg saying u hav sth for me in ur blog.

I was reli blur but at de same time,curious of wat it is..

Despite my blur-ness,
I online via hp to check on it..

I could not describe how sweet i feel at tis moment,

How happy i am,

And how touched i am at this moment.

At de age of 20 *akhem*,

N after learning english for 15years,

I could not find a word to describe how delightful i am now.

Thank u for tat piece of work.
To repay tat,

I write tis blog via my hp for de first time specially for u!

Just wan to tell u tat,
I'll always love u,

As a fren,
As a sister
*akhem,younger one,haha!*

-for a better understanding,pls click on my bao bei wen's zanga link- ^_^

holiday

2008-05-29T11:07:00.007+08:00

finally, i have finished all the examinations and passed up all the assignments...

and finally, the four months holiday is here...

but,

i cant feel the joy of it...

i miss my previous life...

i miss my work which i cant continue anymore...

i miss the environment there

i miss the atmosphere there

i miss my boss

i miss my collegue

and most importantly,

i miss my students...

they are really so so cute and naive...

that place is free from "pollution" from the world...

there is no prejudice

no materialism

no acting

that place is so so true and beautiful...

i wonder,

would i be able to work there again when my year 3 starts?

i am afraid that the answer is "no"

how i wish i m a bit more clever,

then i wont need so much time to study and could spare some of my time there...

i really hope i am clever now...

so that i can meet them again...

dear DPC Homestay,

i love you...

如果不是你

2008-05-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

心里，

有一万个讨厌你...

但无可否认，

你的确教了我不少东西...

你教会了我，

世界是残酷的，

也教会了我，

人类可怕的脸孔...

但是，

你确定世界是那么残酷的吗？

你确定人性是那么假的吗?

我觉得,

其实人类真得没有那么丑陋,

所有的丑陋都是你自己想出来的...

也许,

你只是想保护你自己...

但是只想告诉你,

你是错的...

你会后悔,

因为你的不信别人会还到你自己没有知心的朋友...

disappointment

2008-05-04T18:55:00.002+08:00

i m truly disappointed at this moment...

i found out that all the people around me are judging a book by its cover, which i think is very bad... i feel truly upset with it!!!

the teachers always teach the students to never ever judge a book by its cover, but i believe, they also doing the same mistake deep in their hearts... teachers would surely love a cute girl more than a not-cute looking girl...

then, the parents... arent they supposed to be the role model for their kids that judging a book by its cover is not right?? but y, all parents are doing so now?? they judge others based on their occupation, outlook and family backgroud... this shouldnt happen!!!!

next, the society... they should give equal opportunity to everyone based on the qualification!!!! but look at what is happening out there!!! ppl would just look at ur outfit first before considering whether they should give u an opportunity or not...

what is this?!?!?!? i know, first impression is very important, u should dress up nicely... but what if that person has no money to dress up and the outfit he/she is wearing is already the best in their house???

well, shim yei is right... the older u r, the beautiful world u learnt when u were young will slowly turn into darkness and emptiness... we r all becoming the slave of materials... we r all materialistic!!!!!

首次用华语写的blog~

2008-05-02T20:56:00.007+08:00

好高兴！！！

今天要用我自己add的华语来写布落格。。。

最近的我。。。好烦好烦。。。

好象很多东西在发生着，而且多数是不如意的。。。

朋友们都好像碰到了难题，而我自己却是被学业纠缠着。。。

为什么世界上要有那么多不如意的事情？

难道，人类就不可以简简单单地过吗？

最近的天气真是热得我有点不舒服了。。。头，好痛好痛。。。

但是可怜的我们就不可以休息，被逼在这个热热的天气下读书准备讨人严的功课。。。

趁明天才开始做功课，今天就轻松点，写个blog吧！！

我家最近好像变成了动物园。。。

之前就是来了只小猫咪，现在又来多一只刚学会飞的小鸟。。。

他站在我家的画上，好像一只假鸟，婆婆都被骗去呢！！

接下来，就是贞霓的另一个超奇怪的lomo相机。。。

他的相机真的是一个比一个像玩具！

看起来真的有点像一个玩具笑脸。。。

过后，就是一个很可爱的景象！！

我看见有只猫，他竟然躲在一辆车的bumper内！！！

看他的尾巴还在摇着，躲得超爽的！！！

假期快到了，我们的课也差不多快没完了。。。

但还没完毕，我们的佩仪已经。。。

对，已经没心情上课了。。。

前两天，经过平常必经的路时，看见那些没脑的人又在砍树了！！！

天啊，树林都快没完了。。。

放过那些树吧！！！我们的地球快热死了。。。

updates~

2008-04-25T19:06:00.007+08:00

now, its time to update my blog again...

first of all, i would like to say i m totally delighted now cuz i finally know how to add chinese to my pc, and i finally know how to transfer files to my phone via cabel!!!

i m totally happy right now...

the happenings lately~

1) my bai bei wen's birthday party...

i would say it was a tough job to get everyone's opinion on where to go.. sorry for those who were not that satisfied with the place, cake, and etc that night cuz i reli cant satisfy every body...

below are the pics taken on that nite, in D Fortune... got a fortune that nite, saying i will get a present from my love one... hehe, will it be true??

the lovely couple before depart from my house...

the couple again, when they r in D Fortune... ^_^

the gals, oh gosh, i look so dark n childish here... n my face is so so big + chubby!!

the birthday gal...

2) JT 's birthday...

it was in the same day as suwen's... but sorry, i couldnt take ur pics cuz my hp is not with me almost the whole nite...

3) supper

on the same day too, i buy supper for both my sisters, see how happy they are when they r eating the hot hot ramly's burger!!! hehe...

4) my cutie baby Onn...

he knows how to walk edi!!! he is so so cute!!! i reli cant wait to bring him out to the field n runwith him... hehe, but scared he will fall down...

5) the newbie on the road-- Chiang Su Leng

yes, my sis has finally got her license few weeks ago, n i let her drive me to college... anyone who sees her on the road, be careful, cuz u wont b able to predict whats in her mind... keke...

n she is reli SLOW, so pls over take her when u see she is driving... hehe...

this is the fastest speed she can go on the road... this speed maintains for not longer than a minute only... but its still way better than those days when she claimed that she is already speeding at the speed of 50km/h...

6) the police...

haihh, recently KBU very kelian... almost every week also got 5-6 policeman come n deliver "long yuk gon" (summon) to those studdents who parks their cars outside...

7) Sharon's birthday~

happy birthday gal, sorry for the lousy but tasty cake today... haha...

8) my students

see how cute and sometimes, naughty they are!!! hehe... will try my best to steal more pics of them soon... cuz cant let them know i m taking their pics, if not they will all grab my phone to have a look!! headache...~

2008-04-20T15:27:00.002+08:00

my dad's tricks to cheat the baby...

great life~

2008-04-19T09:03:00.009+08:00

不知道为什么, 最近越来越不会用英文写BLOG...

本来要开始了的, 却STUNT 了在那边, 不知可以从何写起...

开了华文, 灵感就慢慢来了...

就从懒睡猪, 佩仪说起吧!!!

还记得那天是在上RS, 猪猪佩仪竟然说很累, 然后睡了下去!!! 闷过龙的我, 当然是跑去坏蛋一下啦~

接下来就是我们的老板--> ENG SEONG 大出血!!! 哈哈, 平常多多话讲的他终于以行动来奖励一下GROUP OF THE MONTH, 买了一打J.CO 给我们吃~ 哈哈... 羡慕吧?? 羡慕不来的啦, 谁叫你不早点找个好老板?? 哈哈, 谢谢老板!!!

过后, 就得提一提我们学坏了的LING LING 和CURLY! 两个已经坏到不尊敬老师了, 竟敢在AFA 节迟到, 还张扬地在老师面前...

对, 吃DRIVE THRU 的MCD... 还很开心的让我拍照!!

不要被骗到, 她们没有那么乖在听课, 她们的手是拿着NUGGETS 的!!!

看CURLY 还吃得很ACTION!!!

现在, 到我自己了... 我变四眼了~ >_<

那幅眼镜超丑的...

过后, 就是我终于换电话了!! 是NOKIA 的N82... 本人还蛮满意这电话的... 嘻嘻~

换了电话后当然是要试试看我5MP 的相机!!! 哈哈...

以下是我最近的生活照~

可爱的妈妈

装酷的爸爸

在专心做功课的文杰

在坏蛋的LOUISE

倒霉的一天

2008-04-04T21:13:00.003+08:00

今天有点倒霉...
我可爱的车车因为我的粗心大意而变成没电,
结果START 不到车...

事情是这样的...

最近学校的BASEMENT PARKING 很暗,
所以进到去我们都必须开灯来看路...

平常很" 聪明" 的我都是不开灯或开灯后记得关掉,
怎知今天却很大头虾的忘记关灯!!!

幸好 可爱的WAILING 车里有CABEL 可以让 大胆的飞鹰 展现她的领导魅力, 很快手的就VOLUNTEER 要帮忙把CABEL 搭好来JUMP START...

比较 没什么胆量和经验的ENGSEONG 就背着车随时会被我们炸烂的危机的心情, 借了他的车给我JUMP START...

但其实算起来, 我也是不幸中的大幸...
因为:-

1) 很巧的, 我的车放ENGSEONG 旁边
2)ENGSEONG 他还没走
3)WAILING 有CABEL 可以借我
4) 疼爱我的人肯立刻放下手中的一切来帮我解决困难
5) 我们没有放错CABEL, 车没有被炸掉
6) 有小聪明的我有点车的知识, 在飞鹰的大胆领导下可以顺利完成JUMP START 的工作...

真的很感谢大家的爱戴, 本人会再加油, 不会辜负大家的厚爱... 我爱你们 哦!!!!

~野 蛮 宝 贝~

Frustrated!

Audit

Random

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家

disappointment

心情话

in pain

chinese

secret

工作

uncertainties

portion

Working

从前。现在。未来

scared

alex

sean

18 vs 22

rainy morning

十月十日

paint ball + vincent n siok yee bday celebration day~

感受

A-Z

end result

make up n i

song

fate

special for my prince

wind

random

frustrated

Bali Trip

bali

sing k~

random

clown

男人永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人

the final song..

1+1+1=3

笑容

a letter to maybank

miss Reliable or SPSS pro~

感谢

useless me

random

auditors needed!

救命

new templete

first trip of 2009

wahlau~~~~~

i m sorry

silly thinking, silly me~

my pillow~

choi!!

preparation of exam...

mum's love

stomach ache

so unfortunate

stress

moodless

new entry!

bye~

confused..

blah blah blah

summary

电脑回来了！

missing n looking forward..

thanks~

伤害

.....

i hate smoker

谢谢你

工作趣事

unhappy

糟糕的世界

四个月后再见了，飞鹰！

start working edi :-(

friendship~

~野蛮宝贝~

倒霉的一天